06th Apr 2012
Friday // 2am // 1 month ago


II miss how we use to be.. why cant it be the other way around?
I miss you. :(
(Source: lovequotesrus)
I don’t even know where to start. All I know is, I fell in love you. That was never a question. That was never a dumb excuse. But now, reality has faced me, the challenges we encounter is making my life fall apart. With a simple question you can’t even answer. What am I even to you? I was almost at the peak of the mountain but you make me want to come back down to fetch you. Do you even know what Love is? Do you even know if I love you? Do you even care if I get hurt? Do you even know what am I to you? These are one of the easiest question, yet so hard to answer. If you’re asking why I loved you, is because you make me happy, even when I am falling apart. You may not be perfect, but you are what I want. I know you wouldn’t even care what I say. The only thing that I know if you love me is when we fight. Then you leave me, then you come back with me. You say your reasons, I say mine. I always reminisce the moments when we would argue and you would tell me, that you couldn’t leave me. Then the first time we fought, you realized you love me and it wasn’t hard. It would make me cry, it would make me smile. I am here to stay. Because I love you. No questions asked… If only I could wish that your heart would be mended back the way it was before, I will do it. The only thing I could do is think that you were there before. Been there, done that. And now we are in the state of confusion. I wish this note could end. I wish that you could tell me you love me again, whisper in my ears and hug me. That would be so memorable and romantic. I’ve been counting it. And now, I am missing it. What life will I have with or without you. What life will you have with or without me? I wish I could find out the future. I want to make you happy, but I don’t know if it includes me in the picture. Expectations don’t hurt, assuming does. Oh well, that is life. This is what I chose, and I chose to love you without any commitment and asking for questions without an answer.
(via thundersummer)
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i love what she said..